Miles felt as if the ground beneath him was slipping away, each word from Elena cutting through him like a knife. He had imagined this moment countless times, but the reality was far more intense than any scenario he had conjured up in his mind.
“I know,” he managed to say, his voice barely above a whisper. “I’ve lived with the regret every single day.”
Elena held his gaze, her eyes unwavering. “Do you have any idea what you put me through, Miles? Do you know how hard it was to hear your absence echo through every moment of what was supposed to be our happiest day?”
He nodded, though it felt like a weak response. “I thought I was doing the right thing at the time. I was scared. Scared of failing you, of not being enough.”
“And so, instead of facing those fears with me, you ran?” she retorted. “You left me to face everyone alone, to explain to our families why you weren’t there. You never even gave me a chance to understand.”
Miles looked down at his hands, feeling the weight of his choices all over again. “I was a coward,” he admitted. “I was so consumed by my own fears that I didn’t stop to think about what it would do to you.”
He glanced at the stroller where the babies slept peacefully, oblivious to the turmoil of adult emotions surrounding them. “And now, you have a family,” he said softly, a mix of sadness and wonder in his voice. “They’re beautiful.”
Elena took a deep breath, her expression softening slightly as she looked at the children. “They’re my everything,” she said. “They’re the light that pulled me through the darkness after you left.”
Miles felt a pang in his heart, an ache for the life they might have shared. “I’m sorry, Elena. I know it might mean nothing now, but I truly am sorry. I’ve thought about reaching out so many times, but I was terrified of what you would say.”
She studied him, as if weighing his words carefully. “Sorry can’t change the past, Miles. But I hope you’ve learned from it.”
“I have,” he replied earnestly. “More than you know. Seeing you today, with them, it’s made me realize just how much I’ve missed and how much I’ve lost. But I’m not here to disrupt your life. I just… I needed you to know that I still care. That I’ve always cared.”
Elena sighed, the tension in her posture easing slightly. “I don’t know if we can ever fully bridge the gap between us, but I appreciate your honesty. I’ve moved on in many ways, but the past is something that lingers.”
They sat in silence for a few moments, the world around them continuing its dance of life as if nothing had changed. For Miles, this moment was poignant—a chance to face the consequences of his past and, perhaps, to find a measure of peace.
“Thank you for talking to me,” he said finally, rising to leave. “I wish you and your children all the happiness in the world.”
Elena nodded, a flicker of warmth in her eyes. “Take care, Miles.”
As he walked away, Miles felt a strange sense of closure. The path ahead was uncertain, but he hoped that in acknowledging his past, he had taken the first step toward redemption.