I once believed that kindness whether shown to people or to animals would always return as a blessing. That belief guided me my entire life. But one encounter fractured that conviction forever.
It happened one evening as I was driving home. On the side of the road, I noticed a German Shepherd curled up tightly, her eyes filled with such desperation that my chest tightened. She looked thin, exhausted, and utterly defeated. Instinctively, I pulled over and called out. To my surprise, she walked straight to me and sat quietly at my feet. In that moment, I thought I had found a loyal companion.
The first day felt wonderful. She devoured the food I gave her, then curled up on the mat by the door and fell soundly asleep. I went to bed that night proud of myself for offering shelter and warmth to a creature in need.
But within days, things started to feel wrong.
At first, she barely touched the water I set out. I brushed it off as stress from being in a new environment. The following day, she grew restless darting around the apartment for no reason, scratching frantically at the doors, then freezing in place as if she’d heard something I couldn’t.
There were times she would fix her gaze on me, staring with an intensity that made me uneasy. And nights became the worst and she would jolt awake, pacing the room, growling at nothing, as though fighting off invisible enemies.
I kept making excuses. “She just needs time to adjust. Maybe she’s still waiting for her old owner.” I wanted to believe that patience and love would be enough.
But then came the morning that turned my world upside down.
I bent down to stroke her head gently. In an instant, she snapped that her teeth sank deep into my hand. The sh0ck was so sudden I didn’t even realize at first what had occured.
At the hospital, the doctor’s words made my bl00d run cold: the dog was rabid. She may have been carrying it from the very moment I found her.
Now, I face nearly a year of treatment, each injection a grim reminder of that single act of compassion gone terribly wrong.
I’ve always considered myself a dog lover. But after this ordeal, a seed of fear has rooted itself so deep inside me that I can’t say if I’ll ever be able to trust them again.